cucu nenek

Nek,
suatu masa bernama dahulu
makanku selalu nenek suapkan
mandiku jua nenek jiruskan
masa tidurku pula nenek dodoikan
diriku nek tak pernah berenggang

Nek,
musim belalu begitu pantas
cu bertuah dibesarkan oleh mu
rasa syukurku ke hadrat Ilahi tidak terbagi
berbanding ramai remaja zamanku ini
yang mungkin mereka dimanjakan oleh keluarga
menyebabkan mereka lupa akan erti kesusahan

Nek,
dirimu sangatku rindui saat ini
ajaran dan peringatan nenek terhadapku
suara nenek yang gerimis
pada sebuah kesilaman
cu selalu minta dibelai manjamu
kerana ayah dan ibuku sibuk seharian
cu menjadi amat amat rindu

Nek,
cucumu ini berbangga dengan didikanmu
cabaran kehidupan cu tongkah satu persatu
malah akanku cuba terbang
mencari sinaran
berkat seorang ibu dan anakmu
insyaAllah cucumu ini temui kejayaan
sekiranya tidak
cu terima takdir yang telah ditentukan

Nek,
cu doa nenek diberikan tempat disampingNya
semuanya telah berlalu
namun saat ini kenangan mengusik kalbuku
pohon agar titisan cu tidak membebankan nenek
cu bukannya apa
walaupun nenek tidak dapat lihat hatiku ini
cu cuma ingin luahkan
doaku kuiringi senantiasa
Amin

~ cucu manjamu <3

say yeah to lone ranger. haha

alright now in Kuala Lumpur. So basically now I always do have plans in my mind what to do whenever Saturday and Sunday are coming. As for this weekend, like usual.. shisha will be the first.. and then... let's watch fast five! hahaha
but the weird thing is.. I'm getting more and more and more into 'doing things alone' rather than with any companions beside me... have breakfast at old town alone, window shopping alone, watch movie alone, flirting alone.. yeeaaah aaall alooone. I don't know why, but yes I'm starting to like it.. to live alone. Plus, even my parents dont know that I'm going to bandung end of this May? damn, 'anak yang tak soleh kan'? haha whatever. It is not that I'm forgetting my family nor my friends.. No 'Q & A' tq.. people, do forgive me if next time you ask me anything, I'll be like...........*nothing*.... hahaha. if you guys insist.. there is one thing that I can be definite.. now I am focusing on making money for my future. So other than that, better dont ask me anything or you will be hurt heaering my answer. huahaha. Owh yeah, anyway.. I think tumblr would be fun to try. hmmm.. o.O

I miss you guys! lets go out this Saturday

are you an arsenal fan? never knew before? lol *L

and you lisa? still remember this? come lets go out on this Saturday so that we can catching up together? what do you think? (thanks for those pictures you gave me last night)

and you azzah, finished already your degree right? come on dude! where's your promise to me habibi? kata nak belanja makan dengan shisha? tipuuuu aaarrhhh habshee ni. So just wanted to talk to you, how about all 4 of us go catching up with together's life whadda ya thank?

it starts here..

it is not intelligence alone that brings success, but also the drive to succeed, the commitment to work hard, and most important thing is the courage to believe in yourself. Know that your dreams must come from your deepest desire. Only then will the barriers come down before you. To know your heart, you must know yourself. You are who you decide to be, not who other people decide for you to be, bear that in mind. Be noble. Stand on the higher ground. Create your life and then go out and live it. Yeah, you can go out and play instead. But remember, playtime is for when you're a kid. And you're a man. So be prepared to get your hands dirty. Let's see some fucking sweat and blood. Let's rock 'n roll brothers and sisters.

It's not the end of the world.

This is not doomsday. It's just another training day for me. Everything in life is up for grabs. I've got to take what's mine. I've got to be right in the middle of it. I stopped once to watch the sights. It was the worst fucking mistake I ever made. Don't make the same mistake. Not a single day will go by when you won't miss out in life.

better man lyric

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

yeah I guess the song deserve to be in my blog.

and btw

its funny when your parents told you that..

"...we miss you when you're still our young one..."

"...but we all wonder, why you're just 19...?"

-.-

NO WORRIES MAMA ABAH. YOU BOTH STILL CAN CALL ME YOUR BRAT IF YOU BOTH WANT TO. ^^

p/s: yes I do need your both arms to make me feel safe :')