Jakarta and Bandung

alright just few days left before I go to Jakarta and Bandung for a quick getaway. To be exact, 5 days which this coming Saturday. Argghh even thinking about it makes me become enthusiastic, I can't wait! The spa, leathers shop, unknown people, ladies... everything! and I am going alone without my family neither friends. After 2 hours of explanation about the true reason of going there.. mama and abah allowed me to go, but with a condition. I'll have to make my way to Jakarta and meet somebody first and only then I can go to Bandung. Fair enough to me. Nevertheless, syukur alhamdulillah for mama and abah did understand their selfish son. Thanks ma bah.

Some of my friends did tell me that it is not safe to go there alone.. and yes, I am well aware of that. But guys, can anyone of you tell me that Malaysia is damn safe? Now a days we often shocked by many cases saying robbery, rape, and such things. Plus the latest one is about the famous 'acid splasher'. So these are what so called safe? I'm not so religious type of man.. but if Allah does want it to be happen, when and where you are... it will happen, and of course the other way round too. So hopefully once I got there, everything will be fine.. insyaAllah.

I love money. $__$

wow! you have this! you have that! you have that car too!
you bought those things using your parents money? errr Okay. -.-"
bersyukur jelah kan dgn apa yg kita ada. ^^

cigarettes, shisha, and tobacco pipe

Shisha pipes injurious to health

A research by the Department of Health and the Tobacco Control Collaborating Centre has revealed that smoking a shisha pipe is as injurious to health as smoking tobacco.

Shisha is an Arabic pipe with a flexible tube. Water is used to cool the smoke that is produced by burning fruit-scented tobacco.

The study also found that one shisha smoking session could produce four to five times more carbon monoxide than smoking a cigarette could do, though the exact level of carbon monoxide inhaled by each cigarette smoker was different and could not be ascertained.

High carbon monoxide levels can cause damage to the brain and unconsciousness.

When the carbon monoxide exhale by various people was measured it showed that a normal non-smoker’’s level was three parts CO per million parts of air (ppm) which means less than 1 per cent of blood his blood was not working properly, a light smoker to had CO levels of 10-20 ppm (2-4 per cent of blood not working properly), and a heavy smoker 30-40 ppm (5-7 per cent).

Shisha smokers had 40-70 ppm of CO in their breath, which affected 8-12 per cent of their blood.

The BBC quoted Dr. Hilary Wareing, director of the Tobacco Control Collaborating Centre, as saying: “Our mouths opened at the level of harm – none of the tests we did showed anything other than shisha is hazardous to health.”

Paul Hooper, regional manager at the Department of Health, said that the study showed that the dangers of shisha smoking were a “major issue”, though many people believe it “as not even smoking”.

ShishaBars have become quite popular across the UK especially in the cities of London, Manchester and Birmingham and the misconceptions generated here encouraged the scientists to carry out the research on the effects of Shisha smoking.

Dr. Wareing said: “We found one session of smoking shisha – that’’s 10 milligrams (of fruit tobacco) for 30 minutes – gave carbon monoxide levels that were at the lowest four and five times higher than having a cigarette…But at the worst, shisha was 400 to 450 times more dangerous than having a cigarette.”

She added shisha was still awaiting more research to find out its adverse effects. Paul Hooper said the department was trying “how best to get the message – that it is dangerous – across to the consumer”.

“But how do you label the tobacco and the shisha pipe? It’’s not as simple as labelling a packet of cigarettes,” he added.

alright good! one after another. I managed to stop from smoking cigarettes..and now will I be strong enough to stop shisha? argh damn. dude, I can't stop from getting smoke out of something.. sheehhs looks like I must buy a tobacco pipe so that I can take my eyes off shisha.

my latest addiction

alright izzat, first of all... I want to blame you, your pipes and the tobacco. Do get me the midwakh as soon as possible. Then later on I can get myself a better pipe to smoke. ;)

Dude, we both can be called young pipers. hehehe funny though.

Steps

1. 1
   Find a pipe that suits you. Tobacconists are more than happy to help you find your perfect pipe. Prices can vary from cheap to a small fortune.
2. 2
   Experiment with different tobaccos in order to find a preference. There are many varieties of pipe tobacco, including Aromatics, American blends, English blends, Virginias, Burleys, amongst others. A tobacconist will be able to help advise you on their individual characteristics. People completely new to smoking may enjoy an aromatic or lighter tobacco, while on the other hand a habitual cigarette or cigar smoker might prefer a heavier blend. Buy small amounts representing several different styles.
3. 3
   Pack the pipe. Fill the pipe loosely with tobacco and compress it lightly. Compressed halfway from the bottom of the bowl to the top. Fill again to the top and compress with a little more force. This time halfway from the top of the previous packing to the top. Now top it off and compress a bit harder. Again half way from the last point to the top. It must not be so dense as to prevent air from being drawn through the pipe; you should be able to draw air through with little or no resistance. The tobacco should be springy to the touch. It's best to have your tobacconist or an experienced pipe smoker demonstrate. Correct packing takes practice, and has a major impact on how enjoyable your experience will be.
4. 4
   Light the pipe with a wooden match or a butane pipe lighter. If using a match, let the sulfur burn off for a few seconds. Move the flame around the surface of the tobacco while drawing gently until evenly lit, then tamp it gently with a tamper. Let it go out, then relight the same way.
5. 5
   Puff slowly and rhythmically. Patience is rewarded with aroma and a cool smoke. Puffing too fast will result in tongue bite - a burning sensation on the tongue.
6. 6
   Tamp the tobacco gently and periodically throughout the smoke to ensure the bowl remains correctly packed while smoking. Don't worry if the pipe goes out from time to time. Simply relight, after the pipe has cooled.
7. 7
   Make sure you smoke your pipe to the end to create a nice 'cake' (layer of carbon deposits) at the bottom and side of your pipe bowl.
8. 8
   Relax and enjoy. Pipe smoking is the quintessential art of smoking.
9. 
   
   
   

gambatte

you cannot strengthen the weak by weakening the strong.

you cannot help small men by tearing down big men.

you cannot help the poor by destroying the rich.

you cannot lift the wage earner by pulling down the wage payer.

you cannot keep out of trouble by spending more than your income.

you cannot further the brotherhood of man by inciting class hatreds.

you cannot establish security on borrowed money.

you cannot build character and courage by taking away a man's initiative and independence.

you cannot help men permanently by doing for them what they could and should do for themselves.

...let's be a somebody in this cruel world...and tell them...

"I'm not one of kind you can play with..."

gadis melayu

awak memang manis ^^

what a day

alright on the evening, mama's ex-students came to the house for reunion. We had a small party, bbq ,spaggetti and etc. Plus awkward thing happened to me. I just cant believe it that mama introduced few girls to me. Actually that was kinda lame laa ma. Eventhough they are kinda funny and pretty too. -.-
Then around 9 I guess, lisa called me. So I asked her whether she wants to go watch movie with me or not.. but she had to go buy her school stuffs and on.. and so I went alone. Btw, fast five was cool though. ;)
after that, shisha for awhile at geo's and there I had a really nice conversation with Jason, Pian and another peson *forgot her name. Whatever it is, indeed we were having and enjoyed our conversation.
and thus, surely made my day ^^

cucu nenek

Nek,
suatu masa bernama dahulu
makanku selalu nenek suapkan
mandiku jua nenek jiruskan
masa tidurku pula nenek dodoikan
diriku nek tak pernah berenggang

Nek,
musim belalu begitu pantas
cu bertuah dibesarkan oleh mu
rasa syukurku ke hadrat Ilahi tidak terbagi
berbanding ramai remaja zamanku ini
yang mungkin mereka dimanjakan oleh keluarga
menyebabkan mereka lupa akan erti kesusahan

Nek,
dirimu sangatku rindui saat ini
ajaran dan peringatan nenek terhadapku
suara nenek yang gerimis
pada sebuah kesilaman
cu selalu minta dibelai manjamu
kerana ayah dan ibuku sibuk seharian
cu menjadi amat amat rindu

Nek,
cucumu ini berbangga dengan didikanmu
cabaran kehidupan cu tongkah satu persatu
malah akanku cuba terbang
mencari sinaran
berkat seorang ibu dan anakmu
insyaAllah cucumu ini temui kejayaan
sekiranya tidak
cu terima takdir yang telah ditentukan

Nek,
cu doa nenek diberikan tempat disampingNya
semuanya telah berlalu
namun saat ini kenangan mengusik kalbuku
pohon agar titisan cu tidak membebankan nenek
cu bukannya apa
walaupun nenek tidak dapat lihat hatiku ini
cu cuma ingin luahkan
doaku kuiringi senantiasa
Amin

~ cucu manjamu <3

say yeah to lone ranger. haha

alright now in Kuala Lumpur. So basically now I always do have plans in my mind what to do whenever Saturday and Sunday are coming. As for this weekend, like usual.. shisha will be the first.. and then... let's watch fast five! hahaha
but the weird thing is.. I'm getting more and more and more into 'doing things alone' rather than with any companions beside me... have breakfast at old town alone, window shopping alone, watch movie alone, flirting alone.. yeeaaah aaall alooone. I don't know why, but yes I'm starting to like it.. to live alone. Plus, even my parents dont know that I'm going to bandung end of this May? damn, 'anak yang tak soleh kan'? haha whatever. It is not that I'm forgetting my family nor my friends.. No 'Q & A' tq.. people, do forgive me if next time you ask me anything, I'll be like...........*nothing*.... hahaha. if you guys insist.. there is one thing that I can be definite.. now I am focusing on making money for my future. So other than that, better dont ask me anything or you will be hurt heaering my answer. huahaha. Owh yeah, anyway.. I think tumblr would be fun to try. hmmm.. o.O

I miss you guys! lets go out this Saturday

are you an arsenal fan? never knew before? lol *L

and you lisa? still remember this? come lets go out on this Saturday so that we can catching up together? what do you think? (thanks for those pictures you gave me last night)

and you azzah, finished already your degree right? come on dude! where's your promise to me habibi? kata nak belanja makan dengan shisha? tipuuuu aaarrhhh habshee ni. So just wanted to talk to you, how about all 4 of us go catching up with together's life whadda ya thank?

it starts here..

it is not intelligence alone that brings success, but also the drive to succeed, the commitment to work hard, and most important thing is the courage to believe in yourself. Know that your dreams must come from your deepest desire. Only then will the barriers come down before you. To know your heart, you must know yourself. You are who you decide to be, not who other people decide for you to be, bear that in mind. Be noble. Stand on the higher ground. Create your life and then go out and live it. Yeah, you can go out and play instead. But remember, playtime is for when you're a kid. And you're a man. So be prepared to get your hands dirty. Let's see some fucking sweat and blood. Let's rock 'n roll brothers and sisters.

It's not the end of the world.

This is not doomsday. It's just another training day for me. Everything in life is up for grabs. I've got to take what's mine. I've got to be right in the middle of it. I stopped once to watch the sights. It was the worst fucking mistake I ever made. Don't make the same mistake. Not a single day will go by when you won't miss out in life.

better man lyric

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

yeah I guess the song deserve to be in my blog.

and btw

its funny when your parents told you that..

"...we miss you when you're still our young one..."

"...but we all wonder, why you're just 19...?"

-.-

NO WORRIES MAMA ABAH. YOU BOTH STILL CAN CALL ME YOUR BRAT IF YOU BOTH WANT TO. ^^

p/s: yes I do need your both arms to make me feel safe :')